losing control

cairo_fiction @ 2004-07-19T17:37:00

2004-07-19T09:24:00Z

Bang Bang you're dead, Hole in your head.. pfft.

Stupid

2004-07-11T15:24:09Z

jeez.. How stupid can La Salle be to lose to "The Ateneo" after leading by 15??? I've just about lost all pride in that school.. tsk tsk tsk..ugh

cairo_fiction @ 2004-07-02T00:28:00

2004-07-01T16:27:15Z

Wait.. sorry, i wasn't happy last week.. I was Verryy happy, In a wierd way.. I think? ewan! basta! astig! astig! DRINK AND DRIVE this weekend people, RAKENROL!

just spuoting out!

2004-06-29T02:46:11Z

I just wanna say that last thursday and friday brought back feelings I have not felt in months... I was happy, Plain and simple, thank you God.

....

2004-06-29T02:39:39Z

I stand alone against the scathing winds and it carries this self-destructuve dance to new heights, the waves of forever crash down upon me, eroding my will, till it bows down in death knell, test me, my faith will devour you all, my skin is glass to see clearly into my soul.. do you like whaat you see? the dark inks of sin stain the inside walls of this temple.. watch me slip and fall as the ocean calls, I lose myself in the arms of undertow, my arms still straining above the tide, the riptide grabs hold... it drags me all the way in. some one take my faith aside, hold it safe for the next gun shy marytr.. I am walking away.

Over

2004-06-29T02:28:46Z

The ashes are my friends, burnt remains of something that could have been something great, the remnants of something that was once a monolithic cornerstone, but now rests entwined with the dirt around your feet. nothing is forever, nothing is temporal, everything has a transition to everything.. time holds these secrets... ever so perfectly, I lie n waiting.. in ashes of defeat. its over now.

The crazy conference

2004-06-02T17:20:10Z

euol has left the conference.

euol has joined the conference.

rumples_17 has joined the conference.

calryst: no flaking people
rumples_17: retard.
eulo16: na-bobo ako
calryst: sabaw!
eulo16: i cant do anything right lately
eulo16: fuck
calryst: I was about to sleep when eulo logged in dammit!
eulo16: hi rampols
eulo16: yeah
rumples_17: hi eulo!
calryst: si crystal asan?
rumples_17: haha.
calryst: hey futBolero! hahahahah!
rumples_17: i thought you were leaving nandro?
eulo16: where's crys?
calryst: eh si eulo nag log in eh!
crystalyaptinchay has joined the conference.

eulo16: he missed me eh
rumples_17: gay.
eulo16: ang labo ng usapan nyo kanina
calryst: si rampols bijnata na!
calryst: hehehehe
eulo16: hi crys
rumples_17: i know.
rumples_17: hi crys!
calryst: si rumples lang malabo, I on the other hand made perfect sense..
eulo16:
crystalyaptinchay: hola
crystalyaptinchay:
eulo16: hindi rin
calryst: hehehe
rumples_17: shuddup.
eulo16: ang saket ng ulo ko!!!!!!!
eulo16: hasslee
rumples_17: SLEEEP!
calryst: crys I'll post our conversation din ok!
eulo16: si nandro depressed! lafftreep.
calryst: thanks
calryst: for
eulo16: i just woke up e.
calryst: your
calryst: permission
calryst: fuck this life!
eulo16: yes
crystalyaptinchay: si nandro wala ba sa conference?
calryst: I'm still here!
rumples_17: wait guys, i have to go.
calryst: WHAATT!!
eulo16: halos lahat online. what's w/ tonyt?
eulo16: bye rumps
rumples_17: duty calls.
eulo16: nyt
rumples_17: bye. goodnight.
calryst: NO!!!!!!
calryst: daya! sige bye!
rumples_17 has left the conference.

crystalyaptinchay: i dont see nandro? did you invite him eulo?
crystalyaptinchay: nightee rumples
eulo16: yes
eulo16: he's there. calryst
crystalyaptinchay: wala kaya si nadro
eulo16: oy bakla wag
eulo16: haha
crystalyaptinchay: i cant see it kaya
eulo16: huh?
eulo16: nandro speak
calryst: ah ganun crys ha! I'll post it talaga!
calryst: wtf?
eulo16: crystal: i can see him im just teasing him
eulo16: hahahaha
calryst: doi
crystalyaptinchay has left the conference.

calryst: huli ka! hahahah!
eulo16: nice crys! =D
eulo16:
calryst: hahahah!
calryst: lokohan na to! pikon si crystal! hahaa!
eulo16: nawala haha
eulo16: balik sa dati
eulo16: labas labas
euol has left the conference.

A very, very crazy conversation between two people..

2004-06-02T16:57:04Z

calryst: Thanks for listening to me the other night, I really appreciate it... I just want you to know that she ended it officially today.
rumples_17: and how are you?
calryst: worse than ever
calryst: you have no idea
rumples_17: well we're on the same emotional rollercoaster now, i guess.
calryst: as usual, how are you?
rumples_17: good.
rumples_17: have you been reading my posts?
calryst: some, you seem happy!
rumples_17: i do?
rumples_17: you haven't been reading, maaaaaan.
calryst: well at least the ones I read, the ones in greenbelt, gino looks nice..
rumples_17: tagal na yon, man.
rumples_17: keyword: looks.
calryst: ah yeah? tell me nalang now, whats up? since my life is useless I'll try to help others nalang!
calryst: superficial lang huh?
rumples_17: nyarr.
rumples_17: read and then i'll kwento further.
calryst: yes rumples, btw I was with vince in g4 kanina
rumples_17: you were?
rumples_17: why?
calryst: me and eulo went on a date then we saw vince hahah!
rumples_17: and then you hung out?
calryst: yep
rumples_17: he was alone lang?
rumples_17: hello?
calryst: yep
rumples_17: vince was alone lang?
calryst: 6 pa class niya so tambay daw muna siya]
rumples_17: what a loser.
rumples_17: hehe.
calryst: sumbong kita haha
rumples_17: he should've tambay-d in my house.
rumples_17: what a bobo boy.
calryst: he doesnt like you 'cus youre mean hahah! kidding!
rumples_17: whatever.
calryst: rampols!
rumples_17: what?
calryst: bakit di mo ko iniinvite sa saturday! baadd! ka!!!
calryst: haha
rumples_17: saturday?
calryst: yah!
calryst: you are one of the manilas 5 labliest correct?
rumples_17: yuh.
rumples_17: that's next week pa.
rumples_17: kayanga i posted it on friendster cos eveyone's invited!
calryst: I was kidding! sensitive ah! hehe
calryst: shet
calryst: ewan
rumples_17: shet?
rumples_17: ewan?
rumples_17: whaaat.
calryst: ako shet
calryst: ako din ewan
rumples_17: ako ewan.
calryst: ako kaya ewan!
rumples_17: ewan.
calryst: yeh
calryst: how do you put pics in your ym?
rumples_17: you change the display image thing.
calryst: where????
calryst: im bobo
rumples_17: preferences.
calryst: hehehehehe
calryst: I miss her
rumples_17: nice picture.
rumples_17: *sarcasm*
calryst: badd!!!
calryst: don't like you anymore!
rumples_17: gino knows her.
calryst: yeah?
calryst: how?
rumples_17: she has a brother, right?
calryst: younger
rumples_17: ay bobo.
calryst: lhuh?
rumples_17: si kd pala yon.
calryst: yeah the one you told me who wasnt pretty pero she reall is pretty! hahah!
rumples_17: yeah yeah yeah.
calryst: fine fine! I shall admit that you are a lot prettier! hahah!
rumples_17: i knew that.
rumples_17: haha.
calryst: hhehehehehe
rumples_17: nyahahaha >>>>>
calryst: naks POGI!!!!!!! hahaha!
rumples_17 has unloaded the IMVironment.
rumples_17: hahaha.
calryst: ay shet! sino yung artistang kasama niya! oops ikaw pala yun! hahah!
rumples_17: gagu.
calryst: shyet nakaka inlab!
rumples_17: child actor kaya yan.
calryst: ikaw>
calryst: ikaw? I dint know/
rumples_17: do you know the show For Kids Only??
calryst: I think so
rumples_17: not me. him.
calryst: why? you acted dati?
calryst: oh
rumples_17: him nga.
rumples_17: basta he was one of the kids there.
rumples_17: heeheehee.
calryst: hwow! akin nalang siya!!! hahah!
rumples_17: sige.
calryst: really? aylabyu talaga! you da best!
calryst: hahahah
rumples_17: gagu.
rumples_17: it was his birthday yesterday.
calryst: what! wala nang bawian! akin na yan! heart broken ako eh!
rumples_17: i'm having flowers and balloons delivered to his house tomorrow.
calryst: can I send flowers too?
calryst: hahaha
rumples_17: i was thinking yellow flowers.
rumples_17: shuddup man.
rumples_17: but what kind?
rumples_17: roses????
calryst: tulips!!!!
calryst: do guys eveen like flowers?
rumples_17: oh god. expensive!!
calryst: yeah tu;ips are like 300 per stem!
rumples_17: i've asked most of the guys in my barkada and they said it would be cool.
rumples_17: weird but nice.
calryst: mahal tulips!
calryst: very nice!
calryst: know the girl from my picture?
rumples_17: nikki?
calryst: belle
rumples_17: no.
calryst: the other 1 kanina was nikki
rumples_17: it's still nikki.
calryst: belle ordonez
rumples_17: it's still nikki.
calryst: yeah?
rumples_17: yeah.
calryst: now?
rumples_17: wait. so it's either tulips or roses. how much do those big roses cost?
rumples_17: still her.
calryst: mahal din but less than tulips.. a lot less
rumples_17: i want those yellow orangey ones.
calryst: orange roses
calryst: blue ones!!!!
calryst: 150 each!
rumples_17: yuck.
calryst: hahah
rumples_17: the yellow orangey ones nga. the ones that have gradient or whatever you call it.
calryst: yep
calryst: those are cool
rumples_17: ya nga.
calryst: go for it!
rumples_17: i will.
calryst: naks in lab si sharlene mae estacio! nakakaingit!
calryst: ahah
rumples_17: wouldn't i be such a great BOYFRIEND????
calryst: better than most boyfriends out there as a matter of fact, pero ako parin the best!
rumples_17: dein.
rumples_17: haha.
calryst: fine
rumples_17: hahahaha.
calryst: just wait till I prove myself hahah!
calryst: ewan!
calryst: bahala na!
rumples_17: pero seryoso. i have a friend who's super duper all out to this girl.
rumples_17: as in!!
calryst: if I had a girl I would be too!
calryst: kaya lang.......
calryst: basta, I'll wait nalang
calryst: ang itim mo sa bagong friendster pic mo!!!!!!
rumples_17: i knoooow! i'm really negra!
calryst: still hot, pero not that hot anymore hahah!
rumples_17: shadap.
rumples_17: did you see the flowers?
calryst: shet where did I save them!??! send it again please!!!!!
calryst: very nice
calryst: whered you get them? I'll get din
rumples_17: i just saw them online.
calryst: ahh
rumples_17: i wanted to get your opinion.
calryst: its very very nice
calryst: and coming from a guy
rumples_17: coolbeans.
calryst: it would look even better hehe
rumples_17: peach ones from a guy!!
calryst: yep
rumples_17: peach and orange!
rumples_17: but i don't like roses.
rumples_17: i like those big gerbera daisies.
calryst: daisies?
rumples_17: yup.
calryst: they look like sunflwers
rumples_17: they're cute. I LOVE THEM.
rumples_17: only one guy has given those to me.
calryst: vince?
calryst: ed?
calryst: jim?
rumples_17: neither.
calryst: eulo?
calryst: mickey?
calryst: who then?
rumples_17: howard.
rumples_17: you don't know him.
rumples_17: i think.
calryst: howard the guy from magallanes?
calryst: the guy we wre with when you got your tatoo?
rumples_17: yup.
calryst: course I know him
calryst: haven't seen him lately though
rumples_17: me either.
calryst: oh well
calryst: and well, I've always had a negative outlook to life since then crys
calryst: shet wrong window
rumples_17: haha.
calryst: agfkaglajg
calryst: kapow fwoosh zing!
rumples_17: http://www.myayala.com/shop/products.asp?categ_id=195&product_id=5886&merchant_code=FW04
rumples_17: look at this!!!
calryst: what is it?
rumples_17: just look.
rumples_17: copy and pste in a new window.
calryst: i can just press it and a new window opens automatically
calryst: hheeh
rumples_17: my computer goes ewan when i do that eh.
calryst: ngyek
calryst: has my pic changed yet?
rumples_17: nope.
calryst: pota
calryst: hoy!
rumples_17: hoy!
rumples_17: your pic changed na.
calryst: yep!
rumples_17: but who are those people?
calryst: my new crush hahah!
rumples_17: oh kaaaay.
calryst: cute?
calryst: or not pretty enough parin?
rumples_17: pwede na.
calryst: hahahah!
calryst: sabi na nga ba eh!
calryst: walang lalamang sa lovliest mo!!!!!
calryst: pikon?
rumples_17: gagi.
rumples_17: no.
calryst: eto pic ng ex mo
rumples_17: find me a boy!!
calryst: I shall!
calryst: trust me
calryst: look here
rumples_17: all the boys na nakakasabay ko sa vtr puro bata!!
rumples_17: pota.
calryst: its a sign!!!! haha
rumples_17: shadap.
calryst: got the pix?
rumples_17: when was that?
calryst: which?
calryst: last month ata
rumples_17: both.
calryst: walang cute? ako lang! ahhahah!
rumples_17: WALA!!
rumples_17: hahaha.
calryst:
calryst:
calryst:
rumples_17: sasha might get the pantene commercial.
calryst: yeah she told me a few days ago
rumples_17: coolbeans.
calryst: which?
rumples_17: model na talaga.
rumples_17: artista.
rumples_17: shet.
calryst: ngyek
rumples_17: ulul.
calryst: eto
calryst: hehehe
calryst: model yan
calryst: psst
rumples_17: what?
calryst: wala
calryst: ksp ako
rumples_17: wahahahaha.
rumples_17: look at my pic.
calryst: you and gino? what about it? I saw it kanina pa!
rumples_17: no! i changed it na!
calryst: hey I was wid dat guy di aptenun!!!!
rumples_17: oh god, that's a really old picture!!! i can see krisna in the background pa!
calryst: apternun pala
calryst: yeah? I cant see her?
rumples_17: the one you sent me!
calryst: ah yeah hahah
calryst: you look so differe4nt there
calryst: a lot different
rumples_17: i do?
calryst: sobra
rumples_17: just cos i had my hair tied.
calryst: no! even your face!!!!!!
calryst: basta for me iba!
rumples_17: what's wrong with my face?
calryst: NOTHING is wrong with your face
calryst: its just different thats all, maganda parin dont worry!
rumples_17: you said it's different.
rumples_17: nyarr.
calryst: different but still beautiful
calryst: gets?
calryst: good
rumples_17: okay.
calryst: okei sa olrayt!
calryst: labo mo talaga kausap minsan! hehe
rumples_17: ikaw kaya.
rumples_17: topak ako eh.
rumples_17: sorry ah.
calryst: okay lang pareho naman tayo eh hahah!
rumples_17: mickey????!!!!
rumples_17: oh god.
calryst: yep
calryst: heheheh
rumples_17: fake picture!!!!
calryst: which pic?
calryst: yours? ikaw kaya yun!
rumples_17: FAKE!!! taking advantage of a sabog person!!
calryst: smoker!!!!!!
calryst: has my pic changed yet?
calryst: has my pic changed yet?
rumples_17: yea.
rumples_17: mine's back to gino.
calryst: yep it is, yay no more lag!
calryst: I love this pic even though its so damn dark!
rumples_17: who the girl?
calryst: guess
rumples_17: someone
calryst: guess! your no fun!
rumples_17: nikki
calryst: maxine
calryst: hehehehe
rumples_17: oh boy.
calryst: ??
calryst: why oh boy?
rumples_17: wala lang.
calryst: ???
calryst: labo
calryst: fine I'll change it
calryst: shet
calryst: heheh
rumples_17: emo pic
calryst: yep
calryst: very emo
calryst: ngyek di bagay!
rumples_17: si jim yan eh!
calryst: ako yan!
calryst: hahahaha
rumples_17: liar.
calryst: hee hehe
calryst: you have another tatooo??????????!!!!
rumples_17: yep.
rumples_17: STAAAAAAAAARSSSSSS!!!
calryst: shet inggit ako!
calryst: ganda!!!!
rumples_17: joke lang gagu.
calryst: send me this pic! para I have all the pics of your tatoos!!
rumples_17: that's not me!
calryst: shet, kala ko talaga, diba you told me you were gona get something like that?
rumples_17: yup.
calryst: when?
rumples_17: but i have to get my old one re-inked first.
calryst: PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE LET ME GET WHAT I WANT
Good times for a change
See the luck I've had
Would make a good man...turn bad

So please please please
Let me get what I want
Lord knows it would be the first time

Haven't a dream in a long time
See the life I've had can make a good man...bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows it would be the last time
Lord knows it would be the first time

calryst: why what happened?
rumples_17: it's fading.
rumples_17: mukhang highliter na blue.
calryst: hassle
calryst: sayang!
rumples_17: okay lang.
rumples_17: free naman eh.
calryst: yeah? in csb again? sarado na yung buong ilalim ng jeks!
rumples_17: ulu?
rumples_17: where's the tattoo shop na?
calryst: I dunno nga eh!
calryst: do you have his num?
rumples_17: pakshet.
rumples_17: ya.
calryst: maderpaker
calryst: good
calryst: call him up!
rumples_17: i will.
calryst: grrreeaat!
calryst: *sigh*
rumples_17: don't you have class tomorrow?
rumples_17's status is now "no more rain, please.". (6/3/2004 12:19 AM)

calryst: yep
rumples_17: what time?
calryst: 420
calryst: hehehehe
rumples_17: nye.
calryst: nywe
calryst: nye
rumples_17:
calryst: they keep calling me, they keep calling me...
rumples_17: edi answer.
calryst: someone take these dreams away, that point me to another day, imperialistix\c house of prayer, and conquistadors who took thier share! theyu keep calling me!!
calryst: you dont know the song dead souls?
rumples_17: no.
calryst: oy whats that pic?
calryst: whtas on your face?
rumples_17: topak pic.
rumples_17: a hanger.
calryst: obviously
calryst: hahahahaha
calryst: labo!!!!!!!!!!
rumples_17: na may flower and ribbon.
calryst: ngyak!
rumples_17: and i have wings!
calryst: real ones??? hahah!
rumples_17: YA!
calryst: cool!
calryst: I want some too!!
rumples_17: nooooo.
calryst: whyyyy!!!
calryst: selfish!!!!!!!
rumples_17: hahahaha.
rumples_17: they're mine lang!
calryst: okay
calryst: can you take me on a trip though once??
rumples_17:
calryst: please!!!!!!! I wanna fly!!!!
rumples_17: no.
calryst:
calryst: I shall have to steal them then!
rumples_17: NOOOO.
calryst: MINE!!!!!!!
calryst: hahahah!
calryst: whee
rumples_17:
calryst: WINGS!!!!!!!
calryst: must have WINGS!!!!!!
rumples_17: i can't wait to buy the flowers!
rumples_17: hahaha.
rumples_17: wee. i'm so gay.
calryst: gay?
calryst: sayang ka
calryst: hahaha
rumples_17: yes i'm gay.
calryst: NOooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calryst: kaya ka pala palaging pumipiyok! nagbibinata ka na!!!!! hahah!
rumples_17: oo nga!
calryst: hahahhaha!
calryst: sayang ka!!!
rumples_17: shadap.
calryst: RAIN! RAIN!
calryst: MORE RAIN!
rumples_17: no more rain!
rumples_17: i need to get darker pa!
calryst: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calryst: ge whiter!!!!!!!!!!
calryst: get pala
rumples_17: nooo.
calryst: yess!
calryst: whiter the better!
calryst: sometimes
rumples_17: yuck.
calryst: yuck?
rumples_17: white is yuck for me.
calryst: well white is hot for me!
calryst: morena din depende sa girl
calryst: daya mo sayo okay pareho!
calryst: loook how white you were in the pic!
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
rumples_17: yuuuuuck.
calryst: yuuuck ka din!
calryst: haah!
rumples_17: soooo white!!!
calryst: sooo HOOOTT!!
calryst:
calryst: hahaha
calryst: ewan!
calryst: speak woman!
rumples_17: shuddup.
rumples_17: wait. i have 3 windows open!
calryst: see Ikaw yung sikat eh! I only have 2 windows open! hahah!
rumples_17: shush.
calryst: MODEL!
calryst: rampols!
rumples_17: what's that picture???
calryst: you! hahahah!
calryst: you and your bendy arms! kool!
calryst: in jeks
calryst: remember?
calryst: hahaha
rumples_17: oh ya.
rumples_17: i didn't know you took a picture!
calryst: wel I did! and I shal post it on the net!
rumples_17: shudup.
calryst: ahh basta!
calryst: do you like my trex?
rumples_17: haha.
rumples_17: where did that come from?
calryst: a book called "daddy daddy can I please have a t-rex"
rumples_17: hahahaha.
calryst: lafftreep!
calryst: shet, anyway, enjoy your insomnia, I shall descend into the arms of sleep now.. take care! gnayt!
rumples_17: goonayt!

vampyros

2004-06-02T16:06:04Z

vampires. those creatures of the night locked inside themselves, desperately seeking company. incapable of loving," "that's why legend has it that only a stake through the heart can kill them; when that happens, the hearts bursts, freeing the engergy of love and destroying all evil."

signs

2004-05-31T16:08:05Z

is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.

N
POISON

From Go-Quiz.com

The Devil in the details...

2004-05-31T15:56:19Z

I am alive in you’re discrepancies and I live inside your dreams of irrelevance. I stand alone between nothing and everything, and I live in the closing seconds of your consciousness everytime you fall asleep and reclaim your soul in mornings on this blue earth.. I feed on timeless memories and selfless emotions streaming through unseen tunnels between us all, life on life, death upon death, still screaming within these countless precious moments.. these timeless precious moments…I’m nothing more.. than a devil in the details

huh?

2004-05-23T16:57:26Z

Pathetic Random Poetry Generator by PurpleAnkh
Title	Screw It
Line 1	Let me live, I don't care!
Line 2	You don't love me
Line 3	Don't give up on me,
Big Finish	Rip my heart apart.
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True?

2004-05-23T16:43:44Z

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	ten
your best quality is	youre fun to hang around
your worst quality is	theres nothing bad about you
this is because	you were born this way

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The Fool.

2004-05-19T04:43:22Z

A fool of this temporal sensation, a fool of these worldly possessions, a fool of what was there before all else, a fool of the king of fools, a fool always (?) gets what he deserves.

Smitten..

2004-05-19T04:38:50Z

I met her at temple, she's smart, she's beautiful, she's funny, she's tall.... and she's fucking taken..

Holding back the fool again..

2004-05-17T18:35:31Z

Figure 01: Just me and my severed wings against the eternity.
Figure 02: life chose me as The enemy and you are all just being used in this pointless assault against me every single day, so if you all like being used, then go ahead and take life's side, I've survived this long on my own anyway...
Figure 03: I haven't thought of it yet.
Figure 04: Still thinking.
Figure 05: If a muslim or any other person in a non catholic religion gets bitten by a vampire, is it still afraid of the Crucifix?
Figure 06: Life has marked me as the enemy, If Life wins, I die, if I win I still die, its a lose lose situation, I hope life's Fucking happy.
Figure 07: The System fades through unseen doors / with unseen keys / and unseen walls / it flicker fades till it was no more / wish these dreams / to dream no more.
Figure 08: The Devil still has me under his control, and He's cursed me to walk across this earth with my heart nailed upon this cross, with every blasphemous step, and with the very heresy in every breath I take, I wander aimlessly through shattered glass and quicksand, taking comfort in Lies, false hope, and caffeine. My Cross, My Crow, My short comings, My fault, My Sins, mine.. mine alone..
Figure 09: If I fall short again, will someone please remind me to kick myself till I can't anymore.. thanks. peace.
Figure 10: Life might be a dream, Death might just be waking up, everything is backwards for me 'cus I only get the things I don’t pine for and we are only an imagination of ourselves till we emerge with new wings on the other side.
Figure 11: Anger, Depression, Sadness, Emptiness, depends on how you look at it and what your outlook in life is can be fuel for the soul to keep functioning, in ways we may never have thought of and may never comprehend.
Figure 12: Does anyone remember what it feels like to be in the few second before you wake up, and the few seconds before we lose ourselves in the arms of sleep?
Figure 13: I've no more material to twist and warp your brain, I'm sure life'll give me more to write bout in a few minutes... peace out.

cairo_fiction @ 2004-05-18T02:36:00

2004-05-17T18:35:15Z

as a cornerstone...

2004-04-08T03:30:31Z

if I fail once again... shoot me, don't ask why, just shoot me...

Crystals leaving tonight

2004-04-07T13:56:26Z

Crystal going to the U.S. tonight! hahah! la lang, safe trip crys!

Logic

2004-04-07T13:54:41Z

The clever make the dumb feel even more stupid, the happy make the shunned feel more distanced, and the loved make the unloved do stupid things and make them run away... run.. run... run...

I've...

2004-04-02T02:47:20Z

Got a wretched hangover! I blame don ciccio for this, anyhow I'm going out again tonight, great! hahaahha! ahhh shit..

Sunday morning.

2004-03-28T04:15:02Z

Well, its lunch and I'm already piss drunk, heh, I always wanted to start my week right anyway... I've been drunk since last night and the first thing I did when I woke up was grab a bottle of Vodka, Great, see I never did see the answers at the bottom of the bottle, and I don't even know why I drink alone anyway, tsk.. I hope the bottle sucks me all the way in, peace.

Tonight the hammer falls, on me Sun ( A.K.A. Don Ciccio) John and maybe Pep..

2004-03-27T04:11:44Z

AAAAARRRGGHHH!!! All Hell will break loose again tonight at the Renaissance! for one measly night in my entire week I shall be happy.

I'm bleeding so I guess I'm still alive...

2004-03-27T04:04:07Z

well, its not like I haven't been down this road before, I just wish things took another way through, maybe someday... she'll come around.

take me alive...

2004-03-26T21:01:12Z

return to life feel it strengthening, the seasons have made me whole, the storm inside, gone with the undertow, your glowing eyes make me high...

return my love hear my offering, unreason and misplaced control, the endless night dawn with your kiss my love, your glowing eyes light the sun...
take me alive, don't wake me up, no more time to run and hide, turn around, I'm letting go... here am I come warm my bones.....